I don't care im having a rant! I normally have some empathy for the strain on nhs and mental health care but not today.
had a follow up appointment today after my 16wk DIT course that finished in july. was suppose to be in sept but anyway!
basically was told they are no longer offering further therapy. I asked what im suppose to do? in short she told me to divert my time into working or finding a course. so find something else to do other than be BPD?
I had the hump, I said ive been asking for DBT for 2yrs - I got DIT? she said a referral was made for IMPART who she said do the DBT which also happen to be in the building im sitting in. think I was talking to IAPT woman? but they refuse cos id had therapy already.
so my response was 'so a cancer patient who beats cancer cant go back to hospital if it returns?' are they gonna refuse treatment. sorry we've already treated you go away? !! I also stated that like drugs/ pills it takes a while to find one that works for you so why cant I get that opportunity with therapy?
im so angry that im being discharged for what - the 3rd or 4th time?
in the time since july I have signed over my 2 older kids to their dad due to not coping and being a shit human being, had still have early intervention involved, who made that referral for dbt due to suicidal ideation and on the brink of giving up. yet im discharged, I can understand if they said no due to their being a long waiting list (which there is anyway) and not enough time - but NO. its just cos they don't want to! they could offer help but wont its utter shit!