Think I'm suffering from depression. One mate , single 39 . Son of nine yrs old. Work home work home school in between. Looking after disabled aunt, even the cat is getting me down. Can't jump back to who I used to be, people have moved on including his dad, like I have no emotion on anything. Jokes told to me aren't funny anymore, I dnt cry I dnt drink I dnt do drugs an I'm still struggling. Feel like I need to tell someone so I dnt go mental. I got a tattoo of a semi colon on my wrist few weeks back to prove that every time I look at I didn't give up. I thought it would help my mind switch on, sadly nope. I think when people are around me they feel my vibe. I'm soo bloody unhappy. I sleep for an hour an wake tossing an turning . Even when he is at dads I just stay in . I see mate which is mum from lil one from school we go out sometimes but she has her life.