So hard to put down in writing the questions I am trying to ask. Keep deleting what I write & starting again! Am gonna try & keep it short & sweet. For last 6 weeks have been down to 37.5mg of venlofaxine as want to wean off. Been getting bad electric shocks in my head every night but apart from that emotionally have been ok. Until this week ... have had period & have felt so bad ... awful mood swings ...really tearful ... depressed ... no patience with children.... really moody with DP ... really low self esteem. Am worried that this is the PND back but am so confused is it just my period. Normally all that comes before my period & not during. Should I up my dose of ads back to 75mg when another part of me just wants to stop taking them right now. Am so confused I just dont want to be on these bloody tablets any more but I dont want to get really bad again like I was last year. I just want to be me again and feel like noone understands.
Had in laws round today & DP had told them that I have been feeling bad again. Feel like they all just think I am a bloody loonie! When is this all gonna end. I just want to be normal mummy not mean psycho mummy. AAAAGH
Not short & sweet then as planned !!!!! Anyone out there who has been brave enough to stop ads and been ok please reasure me. Anyone out there who has pnd and not on ads please reasure me I will be ok xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx