Hi I've never really posted here before but I just don't know who to talk to anymore, I'm suffering depression I'm on a high dose of ad's been signed off work for 2 months and going back tomorrow 😞 I'm dreading it, I separated from my hubby in Feb but we have been on and off for a year and a half, hes recently tried to get back with me and it's just turned everything upside down, my mom won't talk to me now my dad told me I was a mug if I had him back, my two older daughters have made things difficult (they are his step daughters) we have a daughter together who is currently undergoing tests for constant tummy ache my middle daughter is currently under assessment for asd, I told my ex I couldnt get back with him due to all the stress everyone is putting on me when I really don't need it, but I'm left feeling very upset and not knowing my own mind, how do I work out what I want when everyone is interfering? But there are issues with him he's been with two other girls while we were separated and yes I did say I wouldn't go back again after that but why can't I get over it, he's been the only thing that's made me smile in months he's done everything he can to show he does care and wants to make it work, I feel totally messed up and don't know what to do!!