I have two teenage children and then i had a surprise baby who is now 1. I am finding it so hard and overwhelming after it being so easy with two bigger ones. I have forgotten how hard it is. I am so tired and drained and what makes it worse is that my dd is such a wingy, clingy baby. I am dreading the toddler bit
I love my baby dearly, but it has had such an impact on the whole family. I sit and cry most days. Has anyone else been in a similar situation and does it get any better. We used to do so many things as a family, but it has become difficult, I feel guilty to my others
Please can anyone make me feel any better. I am lost in a world of gcse's and nappies. I find myself being envious of my mates who are getting their freedom back and doing things with their big kids skiing etc.
How horrible am i? i love my dd but dont deserve her. I also still cant get over the older mom thing (although i dont look it)