New to this so bare with me.
I have 2 beautiful caring little children 1&4.
They are my life.
I work nights so I can be with them all day and not have to pay for childcare, which I love. (Or did)
I just totally feel like I'm failing as a mum right now. I'm feeling so depressed and low and I'm so annoyed because I don't really have a reason to be, I have everything I wanted. Aside from my eldest being from a different dad and having him go to his dads frequently which breaks me.
I don't enjoy being a mum right now. I know I'm being short and snappy with them and I feel like I just can't cope. I see all these mums who seem to love life and have it all together which makes me feel worse.
I just don't know who to turn too. Sorry for the rant.