For those of you who remember wrist

[FuckThis]

So here I am again, today has been awful and I have no way to get into my Facebook (not ignoring you who joined my group) I've finally been diagnosed with something that explains a lot that's going on.

Sorry for being vague but those of you who know who I am will know

They did say she was training and she never done my follow up that she booked in either

If I go quiet it's the sleeping pills (herbal) I've just had to take as I'm worrying about shit again

That's ok. We are going on holiday soon and I am totally worrying about all of it. I'm weird but I find holidays totally fucking stressful. And this year I have to leave my baby pupper too. I don't want to!!!!

Wolfie I totally get that I bloody hate leaving the comfort of my own house!

Saturday I'm having my nephew for his birthday! don't care if I put myself no more I really can't wait as this time last year I never knew him so I'm on cloud 9! He also adores my dd so I think it will be a lovely happy day

That sounds fab!
I hate the unknown and things i can't plan and prepare for. Everything has been going wrong for the last few months. I'm going to try really hard and make this holiday a good one. But boy I wish I had something to take away the eczema and stress and anxiety!

Yes that is me I get Psoriasis if I even think about leaving my house I hate it but turns out I may have an actual conditionthat no one had ever heard of that makes me really sick 😷

I don't have a condition other than being me!!! I don't mind familiar places but the unknown scares me. Stupid. I will cope but can't look forward to it like other people.

I have a lovely list

I need to pre but there is no toilet roll up here

The joy of many toilets

Hope you enjoy your holiday in the end wolfie.

Sounds good about your nephew wrist.

I am on a high

Good my house is bleached within an inch of its life

Bad I'm awake worrying about what I missed never ending

(((Wrist))) you are welcolme to do mine too lol

And mine too!

Although I have to pack. So I'm cleaning. That's how much I hate packing!

If your close I'll bleach and clean gladly

Killed my own thread

How are you getting on wolfie

Sorry wrist how are you doing?

I've just seen my Dr about a breast lump, he thinks it's suspicious and unlikely to be a cyst so has put in an urgent referal to the breast cancer specialist at the local hospital. I was pretty chilled about it until I saw him this morning and realised that he is quite concerned . Now my imagination is running away with me.

My answer right now is fuck you all fuckers

(((Wrist))) hope things get easier soon

I cried for Zombie and now im crying for Cat I dont even know them just crossed them so many times. Cat is the biggest shock ever 😭

It's very sad when people die especially when they are young or it is unexpected and I think it reminds us all of our own mortality. I work in healthcare and to a certain extent we get used to death as a part of life, but there are still times when it gets to us. I always tell my students/junior staff when they get upset when people die that its ok, its normal to be sad, its not getting over involved emotionally its being human and compasionate and if they didn't feel that way they are in the wrong job.