That really. I've been on them most of my adult life and I am now middle aged. The past couple of years have been up and down- a lot of down and I'm down again.
I've read stuff on the internet that says that long term AD use can cause irreversible damage to synapses or whatever. I can't remember. But I've got the feeling that I'm fucked and will never be happy. Stopping taking them would appear to be pointless as the damage would already have been done and my brain now needs them.
Does anyone know of any evidence to the contrary? Anecdotal or scientific?