I don't know what to do. I haven't been feeling very well recently. I feel very dizzy and sick. I can't seem to make myself move. I think I'm rocking, but I'm not sure. My children are downstairs watching cartoons. I very suddenly feel absolutely worthless. Useless. I'm not sure why I'm here anymore. My chest hurts. I have no one to help and even if I did it don't know what I'd say.