So I have a 15 year history of depression and anxiety and finally accepted I need medication because I'm constantly worried, edgy and angry otherwise. I have already tried CBT, exercise, vitamins etc to no lasting improvement. GP prescribed Propranolol first which did help the heart racing and shaking but nothing mentally of course. Was then given sertraline, 3 days on 25mg and then 50mg, im on day 11 overall. I expected side effects but it's been very unpleasant. First week feeling COMPLETELY on another planet, nothing felt real and I just lay there not moving all day with waves of nausea. Woke up a few days ago feeling back in the world but with huge levels of anxiety like nothing I have ever felt before. I'm waking in the night feeling extremely sick, heart pounding and a hot wave of burning all over my body, it passes every few minutes, happens a few times and then stops? Is this a panic attack? It happened earlier too while I was awake and I had to use everything I have in me to calm down and it went away but I feel right on the edge of it happening again at any moment... is this normal with sertraline? Since starting I feel slightly more balanced from a depression POV and less irritable but the anxiety is unbearable.
TIA