Name changed as lots of RL people know my nn on here.
I don't really know how to describe it. Just so many little things and it's all getting on top of me. I don't know why today feels so bad. Perhaps because it's the first day at home with my 4YO and 8MO. No preschool or activities all of this week and it's the first time I've had a whole week alone with nothing planned. I struggle with DS, he's just been referred to a paediatrition for suspected high functioning autism. The waiting lists are long and in the meantime I'm at a bit of a loss with him. The worst bit is that he hates leaving the house so we're stuck inside.
My husband works ALL THE TIME. 12 hours a day, 6 days a week. Unless he has something he wants to do, then he takes time off. I love him but suspect the feeling isn't mutual.
I had to give up my hobby. It was the only thing keeping me sane, but involved my dog and she can't do it any more. I'm at a loss for what to do with myself.
I was looking forward to going back to work in a few weeks after 10 months of maternity leave, but after a long email exchange with HR it turns out my team was disbanded and I was forgotten. They don't know what to do with me.
So many other little niggles I'm at a loss as to how to deal with. Perhaps it's time to see the GP. But I don't think I'm depressed. Just sad, and so, so tired...