I've been reading and posting on here a little while and usually manage to be positive but this morning my anxiety is getting the better of me. I feel in this very odd place where things are going well for me on the one hand. I have just secured a new job where I will no longer need to travel 20 miles and 45 mins each eay to work. I am excited about the job but due to the fact I've been struggling with anxiety following a period of stress I go into what if thinking 'what if I get worse at a new job and then lose the job'. My relationship is getting back on track after a not very good year last year. We have a lovely home slowly getting as we want it inside and out. A great family. Yet I am underneath it all scared. In the past I have struggled with panic about eating. I love food and have no issues with how I look. This happened in 2010 when I was under massive stress and in an unhappy relationship. I managed to sort it out as the stress lessened and I was back to eating normally. This time it's harder. I have had a couple of instances of panic when I eat and now I'm struggling. BUT I can eat and drink pretty much ok through the day it's worse in the evening. What is going on? Even writing it makes no sense! I'm enjoying a cup of tea now but last night I was at a pub, which was busy and loud, watching a band and I started being anxious about drinking my drink. Is it i am just generally anxious and fixing this on something I think I can control? Even as I typed that made some sense! I know i can ask.on here as no one will judge. My weight is fine and I do take in enough calories but this clearly isn't a good way to be!!