Hi all,
I'm a mum of two a wife and work 3 days a week.
I feel today at the end of my tether and I'm snappy moody and generally fed up.
I have delt with depression for 10 years now and I saw a mental health dr this year to diagnose me with personality anxiety disorder. He prescribed a low dose med but I don't find it helping and my own gp decided to higher does but still nothing.
I work in a very female environment and to be honest don't enjoy it. But I cannot afford to give it up. Yes I have looked for other jobs. I find the girls there very hard work they are bitchy and two faced.
My house is like a complete tip I find I'm constantly battling with myself to do anything. I have so much to do like sort out cupboard and my wardrobe which is full of clothes with tags on this is something I do that cheers me up for a small time. This has been mentioned to gp.
So why am I writing this I just don't know what to do anymore I'm tired to be honest of trying to pick myself up. I was suppose to have talk therapy but they have cancelled twice from Jan and looks like I won't see anyone till may. I don't see anyone really and I'm tired of being a good friend to only get used. I just don't know what to do anymore