I've just started in recent weeks and happy to chat.
I have had anxiety (although I didn't know I had it) since I was about 8 or 9? Just from seeing my parents arguing with each other endlessly, that was enough.
When my DS was born (17 years ago!!) I turned into a terrible control freak and was SO anxious - still didn't realise it was anxiety. Not quite so bad after DD was born 15 yrs ago but the anxiety has gotten lots lots worse (I'm 50 now) and it expresses itself in not regular day to day drinking but when I drink wine it's the bottle, not a couple of glasses, and I pick my skin. My skin is in tatters. I'm hoping to get the anxiety dampened down and then consider CBT for the skin picking, and then phase 3 (or 2, haven't decided yet) will be to look at HRT as I also think I'm going through the menopause as well and whilst I'm very clear that I'm not depressed, I'm anxious and have constant brain fog and absolutely no energy at all. I feel old, really old!
I started 50mg 4 weeks ago - can't feel any difference (but then again, I'm not sure how it should feel to have the anxiety reduce - have no idea what that feels like to be honest so not sure if I'd even recognise it!!). Saw Dr earlier this week and she's put me up to 100mg so I've got four weeks of that and will probably try for 4 to 6 weeks and then ask for another boost to the dosage.
I don't really know what I'm expecting, how I'm meant to feel symptoms-wise.
I would say this, for god's sake don't let the tablet get stuck in your throat - it's bloody agony. I use Gummy Bears sweets and insert the pill having cut a little hole for it first - it slips straight down then without the pill even touching the throat at all. Got that on taped!
I'm not sure from what you say about feeling spaced out whether I'm on the right dosage yet as I am nowhere near approaching spaced out - I'd welcome a bit of spaced out!!!