I was diagnosed with PND today. The "baby" is 14 months and to be honest I've been finding things hard since he was born but I kept expecting things to get better. Things deteriorated over the past few weeks and last night I had a severe attack of anxiety and stayed up all night in a state of panic. I went to the GP this morning as I needed a cert for work and it all came tumbling out.
She has prescribed 20mg of citalopram and has also given me a few xanax to get me through the bad days over the next few weeks. I don't know how to feel - I really didn't want to take medication but I know I can't go on as I have been. I'm worried about the next few weeks and how I'm going to cope with work and the kids if I have side effects. I suppose I feel scared.