I hope I've put this in the right place, my mother passed away 18 months ago very suddenly aged 56 from sepsis I was her carer and spent most of my time with her. I coped very well with her death I think I've always had a deep fear of death and even as a child used to panic that she would die. Since her death I seem to have been ill constantly, I have developed gallstones, the past few weeks have been suffering back pain and various other aches and pains. I've also been diagnosed with a thickened womb which Dr's are dismissing as endometiosis as I have a few of the other symptoms. My anxiety has convinced me I have womb cancer though and I'm constantly symtomsngey spotting I have another scan but it is a 3 months waiting list to check my womb lining again. I have been having an increased number of anxiety attacks and been.prescribed beta blockers. I am sick fed up of being on pain 24/7 I can't sleep very well and I am becoming forgetful and feel like I'm being a nuisance going to the Dr's all the time. Someone has suggested it could all be triggered by grief and in my head so should be easily fixed if I 'snap out of it'. But how do I do this? Is it even possibly grief can cause physical pain like this even after all these months?