Thank you. I have been on them for two years, and I started on avery low dose. The effects lasted a couple of weeks but it wasn't unmanageable, I just felt slightly spaced out and a bit nauseous.
I hadn't realised I was suffering with anxiety until I took these and it helped, I could think, I stopped crying, I was able to deal with things one by one and I wasn't thinking the worst of every situation. I went up to 10mg when I felt teary all the time again a few months later, and then later went up to 20mg when I felt worse again.
I decided to reduce my dose bit by bit, and I got down to 10mg, but I noticed that I felt overwhelmed at points, teary again etc when I reduced it a bit too much one week.
I have now faced a few different situations that used to make me feel awful (even on the antidepressants) but counselling has really helped me to get to the root of some of those issues, and haing faced those situations again I am now able to deal with them differently. I feel stronger in myself and feel that now after two years it might be the time to come off them completely, bit by bit, to see if my underlying issues have been resolved.
They helped me cope, when i felt unable to, when I was crying all the time and feeling generally worthless.
I make time to go for walks, I force myself to cook good food even if I don't feel like it, and if I need to sleep, I sleep. You are doing all the right things for yourself by the sounds of it, can you change your work? Do you feel it is something that you would usually be able to deal with?