Tired of it all

[goneloopy]

Brief history - SAHM, 2DC, DH, been on AD on and off for years. Currently on sertraline 100mg. Been doing ok on it, but recently started feeling very low again, tired all the time, isolating myself from family and friends, don't even want to leave the house.

Don't know why I'm posting really, just wanted to get it out so to speak. Should I go back to my GP? Just want to shake this feeling of apathy and tiredness. I don't want my DC to have such a bad mother who doesn't want to take them places, who has no motivation to leave the house. I am drifting further and further away from my DH too. We barely speak, just co exist. I'm just tired of it all. I'm not suicidal as I'd never do that to my DC but I can see how easy it would be for that to happen.

Definately go back to your GP. Have you ever been offered any councelling or therapy alongside your ADs as this can be really helpful to tackle the root of the problem. Not being able to take your kids places doesn't make you a vad Mum, you love them and thats what counts.

Thank you for your reply. I haven't been offered anything else. I have got so good at plastering on a smile and carrying on. My DC keep me going.