Ever since the EU referendum I've been plagued by a terrible disapointment and fear about the consequences that it is taking over my life. It has now reached the point that I wake up feeling sick and anxious and these thoughts occupy most of my waking day.
Obviously it is a big change and there will be economic consequences, but my worry is completely out of proportion and is becoming dehabilitating and obsessive. I veer between obsessively checking the news to avoiding it altogether. If the news comes on in a café I am gripped with panic and I avoid places that have rolling 24 hour news or conversations with people about politics.
I've suffered from depression in the past, but there's been a direct cause that I've been able to tackle and with the help of antidepressants and therapy, I've been able to manage them.
However this feels different. I can't directly effect the result and there are so many different aspects to the likely changes I can find a new angle to worry about. I've gone from friends being deported, through to unemployment (myself and the wider population) through to the impact of tariffs and even pet passports.
I feel so helpless, sick and frightened all the time and don't know how to make it stop.
Any advice?