I don't think I can cope anymore

[Msqueen33]

I feel like I'm at the end of my rope. I've got three kids between 8 and 4. Two have autism the youngest one severely so. My dh works long hours as I can't work because of the kids. But I'm not sure how much more I can take. I've gained a lot of weight, I'm crying a lot (youngest doesn't sleep) and I'm starting to hate my life. Looking after youngest is hard as she doesn't talk and is extremely hyperactive. I'm thinking of seeking therapy in the new year but unsure what sort of therapist I should see. Frankly I just want to offload and say things that most people would deam to awful to say.

Msqueen33,

Am bumping this for you, in the hope that someone with wise suggestions will be along shortly.

Tackling life, whilst thoroughly exhausted, must seem very bleak right now. Might this help?

I wish you and your family all the very best x

If you want to offload your unspeakable thoughts feel free to message me. I've been there. I still am really but I know how important it is to say the things you don't feel you can say.

I think if anyone were to deem your venting to be awful then they should thank their lucky stars that they haven't been under the same stresses. Were they to walk in your shoes for a week I am pretty sure no fecker would dare to judge. Vent away my love. Hand holding available. Kimmy X