I don't know whether to contact HV or if I'm just being silly due to a culmination of things. My lovely cousin recently tragically had a still birth just at about 7 months, we are all devastated and I have feelings of guilt as I have a beautiful healthy baby, my anxiety has increased (and this is where I think I'm being a bit irrational!) since I've seen trailers for the new Trainspotting film. For some reason I'm now having nightmares about the scene with the baby on the ceiling and SIDS so having to check on DC frequently throughout night and anytime he falls asleep in day am just exhausted. I don't know if HV could do anything so would it be pointless saying anything?