I really dont no how to put how I feel into words on here, but feel as though I need to speak to someone. I had my DD 8 weeks ago by emergency c section, following a very traumatic 44 hour labour. I feel now when I watch programmes of bith/labour, that I never got to feel that feeling of when baby is passed straight to you following delivery, and that I will never get to feel it either. Also feel as though my labour didnt go how I wanted it to, as was too out of it to notice much. I dont feel as though I am coping well at home either, I love my dd to bits & wouldnt swap her for the world, but somedays I just dont do anything apart from look after dd, I cant even be bothered to do a bit of housework anymore, which is very unusual for me as I was v. houseproud. I hardly no anyone where I live, & the people I do no havent got kids & I;m not the sort of outgoing person who can speak to anyone. I cant stop crying for no reason at the moment & have no idea why, my dh seems to be at a loss with me aswell as he cant do anything right as far as I am concerned, & we have major money worries. please someone tell me everyone goes through this & this feeling will go away soon as I cant cope like this for much longer