I'm stressed out so much. Everything just feels so hard.
I'm currently off work on sick leave as it was making me stressed out and giving me nightmares. I deal with child sex abuse. GP says stress, anxiety and depression, possibly PTSD also.
Husband has gone away on work business for a few days and I am struggling with the Kids and running the house and even the smallest task feels like the hardest thing.
I've had suicidal thoughts recently and they feel like they're starting to come back.
Family aren't interested really. They know what's going on with me and still don't offer help or anything. They think bunches of flowers help rather than taking the Kids for an hour or two so DH and I can have some alone time.
I don't think I can cope and I need someone just to hold my hand or something right now but I'm alone and just told DH to piss off when he called as he's about to go on a work meal and for drinks and I'm just here feeling like shit :(