After being on 37.5mg for years (apparently the lowest dose prescribed). I have been reducing with a view to complete withdrawal for 4-5 weeks. Am finding it very slow and hard. I know I haven't needed to be on it for years too but knowing what withdrawal is like I've put it off and off.
Every time I drop a bit I find either I feel sick and brain zappy, so I end up upping it a bit. Or my mood goes a bit dark and angsty for a week until I adjust. I'm experiencing the latter at the moment. I 100% know that this is due to withdrawal than any actual real depression and that it will go but it's really hard work.
I'm not really asking anything with this post. It's just that no one in real life knows I am on them, my husband does but I actually think he has forgotten. He doesn't know I am withdrawing. I just don't particularly want to discuss it with him or anyone.
I suppose I just want to share it and maybe get a bit of cheerleading from people who have done it, found it hard but got through it.
For what it's worth the gp said it is one of the hardest ones to get off, due to short half life. A quick google confirms this with lots of anecdotes of horrible experiences.