My dd is nearly 8 months old, I've been on anti depressants for 4 months but feel as if I'm geting worse rather than better. I reduced my dose too early and the doc has put me back up to 30mg now for another 3 months. I am constantly tired, want to sleep all day long, can't have a laugh and just don't have any energy. My husband is great with dd, today he has done everything for her, I feel so bad cos all my get up and go has gone and I feel guilty that he's doing it all. Sometimes he understands how I feel but other times he thinks I'm using pnd as an excuse to be lazy. I'm back at work full time and to be honest I feel better off at work than I do at home. How can I get myself right again. I don't want to be on pills all my life.