Yes, I know I could google this but the idea of doing so makes me really panicky.
I am not in a good place. I am a depressive, alcoholic with a fuck load of debts. I think I am about to lose my house. I haven't been into work since last week. Emailed my boss on Monday saying I was sick. Haven't been in touch yesterday or today.
I can't DO this. I can't be a proper functioning person. I never could.
I want to end it all. I know it would devastate my parents and adult daughter but, honestly, I think they would be better off if I didn't exist any more. I've lied to them so much over the last couple of years.
But the debt thing scares me. I owe so much money. If I were dead, would my parents be liable for my debts?