I was on Sertraline for a few months this year. I was feeling much better but came off by mistake in July when I had a bereavement and forgot to take them.
I've been grieving but doing ok since then until a few days ago when I just started feeling horribly anxious again.
So yesterday I took one Sertraline tablet thinking I would start taking them again and then get to the docs early this week.
But OMG I feel bloody awful now. Almost immediately more anxious, no sleep, throwing up this morning, feeling like there is no point. This is what happsned last time I took Sertraline but I put some of the black feeling down to already feeling terrible.
So now I am panicking that this is me not the drug. I can't cope with weeks of waking up being sick and feeling terrified all day.
I am going to the docs later but am not sure what to do with myself in the meantime. I am with DP but he is new and I don't want to burden him. My heart is racing and I just feel so panicked.