Had a real momnent this evening. I have beenb clearing out an 'old' cupboard, and found a box of old medicines. Dont know why I kept them, but there were loads of almost empty bottles etc thrown in a cardboard box.
they were all DSs medicines from the first 6 months of his life when he was very ill. I knew he had had a tough time but seeing them all together and reading the dates on them reiterated it.
I dont feel depressed, as such, about it. But it did bring back loads of horrible sad memeories of that difficult time. shouldnt I be over it all now??? Does this mean I havent 'dealt' with it all, as I thought I had???