Im 35 weeks preg.I feel like poo most of the time.I have a 2.11 ds.I spend most of time just trying to get thru the day without crying.Im having to try and be ok for him.I feel bad that most of the time he is askin g "Are you sad mummy?" "Are you tired?"
Im a bloody miserable cow.I cannot remember any sort of normality.Am I going to be like this now for the resst of my life.My parenting skills have gone to pot.I am a chhildminder too.I look after aa 2yr old boy and he sees me miserable.Iv forgotten how to laugh or even smile.Please reauusre me that things will improve.Im thinking about when baby arrives.Will I be even more miserable due to the night feeds and waking etc.When will I feel contentment and hapiness again?