I tried to kill myself and now I don't know how I should be feeling.

[NumbNelly]

I think I just need to be told how to feel because I'm struggling. I feel numb but so alive at the same time.
When I'm alone fat hot tears roll out of my eyes and I can't stop it.
I don't know what's normal anymore.

What are your favourite films if you don't mind me asking? I've been trawling through Netflix and Amazon trying to find something good to watch but not had much luck. I'd like some good recommendations

Rusty I love horrors and also love kids films. There's one on there called Hush - it's a horror/thriller and was very good.

I've seen that on Netflix and thought I would try it. I pretty much love every type of film, but am also partial to a bit of horror and kids films. I watched a good but creepy film the other day on Netflix called The Invitation.

I have a good friend who loves terrible horror films so we have been trawling through Netflix recently to find some. We watched one recently April Fools I think, good cheesy horror

Anaconda is a great cheesefest. It has J-Lo in if I recall correctly.
Tremors is my favourite cheesey "horror"

Excellent, I will add them to my list, thank you

I'm down again. My partner has asked me to get my stuff out of his house and I keep messing uo in work. I feel like the feelings are coming back

Can you ring the crisis team, Samaritans? That isn't very nice of your partner x