Everything in my personal life is good, however after being off on maternity, my job isnt so good.
I work in sales and although all of my customers have stayed loyal, its just not the same. I am really trying to generate business but just feel useless to do it now. (this is also mixed with the company on a whole doing badly)
I need to earn money to be able to pay for nursery as there is no-way i could be a SAHM due to mortgage etc, and i feel i need to look for a new job... but i honestly dont know where to begin - i've been at this job since i left college and dont know what i have to offer anyone else (especially as i want to get out of sales).
I'm in such a mess and my DH doesnt understand how miserable it is to be sat at a desk with nothing going on (and i mean its SILENT in the office), he knows that when business is good its VERY good, but that hasnt happened now for a long time...
Sorry just had to vent!....