We have just moved house from one city to another and the anxiety I experienced last time we had a big life change (baby) seems to have reared it ugly head. It's been brewing for a few days worrying about terror attacks and then while driving car crashes. The house we have moved in to has a brick lean to adjacent to it and I have noticed a big creepy spider in there. I can't look at it today without crying. Yesterday I wasn't keen but could look at it. I didn't sleep very well last night thinking about it and this morning the first thing I did was go and check it. It wasn't there. Later it returned and it looks worse than ever. I have walked out the house and I don't really want to go back. I'm going to be a rubbish mum in this state.