Couldn't find a medication topic so have lumped this in here as it's probably a symptom of my mental illness that I'm so crap at organising myself. I've been on back to back anti-depressants/anti-psychotics etc for around 15 years. I'm currently on 200mg sertraline, which suits me very well, and a couple of other tablets for different illnesses, but all of which will be life-long and which make me feel very poorly when I don't take them regularly.
Despite knowing I have to take these tablets every day and knowing I can't function or care for myself or my toddler without taking them, I frequently forget, or leave it too late to get a repeat prescription, and end up having a day or two where I don't have any. The doctors surgery are fed up of me asking for urgent prescriptions, and tbh I'm embarrassed to ask sometimes, so I suck it up and go without (like today). Of course once I've gone without I really don't feel well enough to walk 20 minutes down the road to collect the prescription anyway.
I find it all very embarrassing considering I'm 30 years old and responsible for a child as well as myself, but I just can't seem to get it together. I get annoyed when DH berates me about it, but maybe I relish it as well, in a perverse way, because I need to be looked after and "parented" by him. I've got both dependant and avoidant personality disorders.
Anyway, how the hell do I sort myself out? At my previous doctors surgery, the pharmacy would order my prescription and fill it every month, so I just had to turn up at a certain date and collect it, easy peasy. The current one requires me to order it myself, then collect it. I enquired about whether they offer this ordering service but they don't seem to.