hi i have been very depressed since my second son was born 5 months ago. i had deopression after my 1st son and went on ads but found they made me very un aware of things. i dint want to be like that this time around so i have tried st johns wort. Although i feel better with my son i still feel down and tend to go loopy sometimes. i also seem to panic at the end of the day thinking my partner isnt going to come home. is it better going on proper drugs or should i start counciling