I finally got the courage to go Dr and ask about anti depressants. Last time i brought up depression they recommended counselling which if anything has made it worse as I have to travel there on a bus which is terrifying now I'm so ill. Arthritis makes it very hard to hold on, I feel so vulnerable going out as every step is slow due to the pain. Also financially, the bus fare each time cuts my food budget each week in half.
So I have Sertraline. One 50g tab a day. And I'm too scared to take them! The list of side affects is staggeringly long. Does anyone take them? Taking at the same time each day is going to be very very difficult as I don't sleep much due to pain so if I do drop off I don't get up at the same time. I don't work due to my health. And some days I don't eat due to money, or anxiety, and I'm not sure if these need to be with food.
Any advice, experience would be gratefully received.