Hugs

Sorry about your anxiety.
You probably already know that alcohol is a depressant, right?
Alcohol and drugs ruined my life. Please don't let it do the same to you!
I have addiction issues and I also have bipolar. Drugs and alcohol really have a negative impact on my bipolar, and vice versa!
I am not medicated for the bipolar anymore and I have refrained from drug use for over 4 years.
I do however (kind of) have a handle on the drink... As in one glass every so often. Although saying that, when I am sad or stressed it does increase my desire to drink, even though in the long run it makes things worse
i've lost count at the number of therapists i have seen. All who never made a dent, before meeting my "life coach" basically a counsellor who specialises in substance abuse who really made a difference. We basically just chat these days because everything is so in control right now.
Have a look online for a charity who could help or provide counselling?
Good luck! Always here if you want to talk 