If I didn't have children I would not need to do what I am doing, I would be able to divorce my poor husband so that he could live happily and just sleep. I don't want to do what I have to do, work, study, I just want to be a housewife get the children to school and exist in the house until it's time to collect the children. I have had some counselling but I want to end it (the counselling) now. I just want to sleep. Anyone else feel the same. I'm just really low and just want everything to go away. I try to be positive but then something always slaps me back down so why continue trying to be positive. Thank you for reading.