i've posted on this before and got a mixture of replies.. i'd be really interested in people's experiences and views. i have suffered on and off with depression and anxiety for years and had bad PND after i had dd 4 years ago. i'm 26 weeks pg and should definitely be back on the ADs as i'm feeling a lot of symptoms of depression and am in a tough situation (dp not living with us, too complicated to go into right now but basically i'm pg and coping with a demanding 3 year old alone). i would like to be taking them BUT have read a lot of conflicting information about antidepressants and pregnancy/breastfeeding. the AD which works best for me is citalopram but the midwife gave me this scary research about how rats had been fed citalopram at the end of pregnancy / start of lactation and the mortality rates of their pups apparently shot up. i know people say prozac is 'safe' but it's not the one recommended in breastfeeding. after i researched it all loads about 6 weeks ago, i asked to be prescribed a tricyclic, preferably amitriptaline, but my doctor won't prescribe a tricyclic because he says there are too many side effects. i'm in a real pickle about it all. please, please advise, i can't go on in the way i am. i just want a drug i can take as safely as poss for the rest of the pregnancy and while i am breastfeeding or i may lose the plot totally