am just sinking further and further and cant see an end at the minute. Everything seems to be going wrong..Ds[3] has been ill for 3 days with a temp and throwing up etc. Was seen today at walk in centre who said if his fluid intake isnt up by tommorow am then he has to go into hospital. DD still having problems with her asthma despite the steroids. My nan came to visit today[found out yesterday she has advanced cancer] and havent seen her for a while but she looked horrendous, of course tried to stay chirpy but kept going into the kitchen to cry. Dh still not got ajob sorted for end of jan and we will be in dire shit if he doesnt manage it. Am 37wks pregnant but baby has dropped right down making me feel very uncomfortable and have insomnia anyway, plus cant start my normal ADs until baby is born..just feel like I am cracking up again and thoughts of SH etc are very strong which they havent been in a year. We are skint, shit keeps being dropped on us and I cant see an end to all of it.