I've been on citalopram 2.5 years now and had two unsuccessful attempts to come off them. Im a single parent and I orginally went on them during a very stressful time when I was quite physically unwell and being diagnosed with a chronic illness and my Ds was also being diagnosised with all sorts of special needs and starting school.
It worries me I will never be able to come off them. They seem to really mess up my hormones when I do. Last time I was fine for about 6 weeks having tapered off very slowly then I missed a period and then the next was dreadful and I had the most horrendous pmt and anger. I went back on them as my ds suffers dreadfully if my mood is all over the place he really needs me to be emotionally stable. The rage and anger I felt was frightening to me.
But I dont actually think I'm depressed and I'd rather not be on them! How can I ever get off them? I can't seem to manage the turbulence while my serotonin levels sort themselves out once I've come off and because of ds's needs it can really set him back and confuse him when I'm like that.
Anyone relate or been in a similar situation?