Can't cope too much bad stuff happened
Someone called police on me, they been in my flat two hrs, wont leave me alone, wrecked evening. I am v low suicidal, they make it worse
they get psych nurse to assess me, he going to writei to GP
But i already seen gp again and again. He cant make the CMHT help me! They have told him not to re-refer me. There is a long hstory of me trying to get help and not being able to. I have another thread, in chat about this.
Anyway so whole thing is useless, as nurse is only writing to GP so am in exactly same position as before, only another evening wrecked by feeling awful, anothere evening not got college work done, another evening knowing no one cares and i should just be dead. i tried and tred to ask for help, people just want to blame me or be cross. i feel so worthless. Another even of police and knowing im so lonely and owrthless theres not a real person who cares only services then they just walk off
i told them i felt worse and they just said dont care and shut th door behind them... it cuts to the core, i am so worthless