why can't i shake this feeling off ........

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i've been on ads since dd was 2 weeks old (i suffered after ds too but never admitted it)but i can't shake this horrible feeling. I feel I'm crap at everything, a crap mum, my house is a mess, i'm fat and ugly (if i went missing they would have no photos of me, i've not none with dh or dc's) i'm so short tempered with everyone, i cry at anything and i'm not even looking frward to xmas - i'm normally bouncing off the walls by now. i just don't feel like me, it's an effort to do anything, i forget the smallest things

How long have you been on these AD's. Can you go back to your GP - maybe you need a change.

Take care xx

DD was born 27th May, was refferred to mental health team but they can't see me yil january, doc called them to see me earlier but they haven't called me back - got someone coming to see me tomorrow to 'assess' me for a pnd group (hv reffered me)but i'm not sure if that's what i've got or if i'm just a miserable ugly crap at everything so and so and that i should get on with things