I often think about how better it would be if I wasn't around, it's only my ds that keeps me going. I eat crap, drink to much, and feel completely disconnected from life. So so tired. Feeling low and depressed and just can't face another day like this.
I have always had a tendency for depression but not this bad for so long. I feel like I have completely given up and if it wasn't for ds I would want to not be here.
I was on Prozac but came off it 2/3months ago thought I was feeling better. Maybe I should go back
On them