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Help me decide what will help

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Facefacts · 10/10/2015 21:12

About 4 years ago, my family went through a bit of a nightmare situation. Teenage DS developed severe difficulties as a result of undiagnosed ASD, we think. Teenage DD, witnessing daily chaos went a bit of the rails with her behaviour towards us and DS (making him worse) and schoolwork suffered.

The result was we, as parents had daily trauma to contend with while DH continued to try and work and I tried to hold things together at home.

DS and DD now doing better academically and in general although still have issues. DH though has symptoms that I think are PTSD from these events plus difficult work situations plus medical issue.

I've only recently realised this is what is might be, previously thought depression. But he also has nightmares, periods of total shutdown including being unable to speak, flashbacks, whole body twitches. He thinks it will all be cured if our teenage children behave more thoughtfully and I get more organised in the house then he won't be so stressed.( DS is uncommunicative with his Dad which DH takes personally. DD likes to get her own way or can get difficult which DH can't deal with.

I possibly don't tackle these as head on as I should as I'm nervous of what kicks off whenever there is disagreement. DD tends to blow up, DS starts getting involved then all of a sudden it's chaos again. ) I can understand where he is coming from. He just wants a nice family life and to not feel taken advantage of financially. But his symptoms are still there even if he is working away. In fact they can get worse with the loneliness to the point of being suicidal.

I've tried to get him to see that he probably needs help beyond us being nicer towards him. He is convinced our family issues are the problem and he is therefore going to leave and not see us ever again because that will fix things for him. He has left before and I have brought him round from it and promised to change. Trying with kids but they don't put him first. They should but they are teenagers. I get some things sorted but there is always something I should have done and haven't so we're back here again.

How can I convince him to get help, or do I let him go his own way to look after himself. Love him to bits and relationship otherwise good. I'm nearly broken myself from same family issues but I've been patient and supportive. Just not as organised as I'd like to be and it winds him up. He is usually thoughtful and loving and puts us first which ends up him feeling more taken advantage of as kids in particular don't reciprocate and often not grateful.

Please help. Any suggestions on how to persuade to see doctor particularly welcome. I have tried persuasion and failed. Has said he knows he ought to get help but if he does he will never forgive us all for him needing to do that. Want a life with him when kids fly the nest so do I come down hard on kids to bring them in line and deal with whatever kicks off. Or do I cast him adrift to deal with his own demons and put kids first even though they aren't always doing the right thing. Neither way seems fair for me or him but I am at such a loss what to do. And it is crunch time, if it isn't already too late as DH thinks he can't cope with this any more and wants out. Help.

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Sallyhasleftthebuilding · 10/10/2015 21:23

Your DH is a grown man,.and he doesnt appreciate you or what you do for him. Let him go and find out that life on his own isnt a bed of roses. Teenagers are ungrateful by nature, they grow out of it eventually, he cant keep blaming them for their existance. Whats life like when hes away?

Facefacts · 10/10/2015 21:40

I get what you're saying Sally that he is a grown man but he has been terribly damaged by his own family to the point of being unable to cope and finds it difficult to forgive. Quite capable of looking after himself practically though. Swings and roundabouts about him not being at home. Can be easier with one less person in house but he tries hard with kids when home and is lovely to be with until gets overwhelmed by something. This isn't what he used to be like before this happened. He says he doesn't feel like there is any of him left. Feel so sorry for him because I know what he has been through and how hard he works and tries. Anyone familiar with PTSD?

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Facefacts · 10/10/2015 22:38

Sorry my OP was long but really need some wise counsel. If anyone has patience. Thanks.

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MatrixReloaded · 11/10/2015 00:35

I really sympathise with your family problems. I've certainly occasionally felt like sodding off.

Having said that I think your h has taken the position of victim / child. He seems to be saying be nicer to me or I will leave. Teenage children are not going to put him first and frankly that's a ridiculous expectation. They are also not financially taking advantage of him or being ungrateful. He is acting and thinking like a child.

I'm sorry to say it's obvious he wants to leave, and considering he wanted to leave previously, I would now set about seperating as amicably as possible. He's bringing absolutely nothing to your marriage and you might find the dcs behaviour improves dramatically once their reluctant father no longer expects everyone to put him first. You simply cannot keep someone who doesn't want to stay.

Sallyhasleftthebuilding · 11/10/2015 09:40

If he left, i think his problems would still be there, and he would realise the kids arent the issue. You dont say how you feel. I dont think you have been allowed feelings and are caught up in the middle treading on egg shells. What do you want?
We all to some degree want a peaceful life. Bit lifes not like that is it?

DawnMumsnet · 11/10/2015 10:35

Hi, the OP's asked if we can move this thread over to our Mental Health topic, so we're doing that now.

Facefacts, we hope you get plenty more advice and support there. Flowers

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