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nuff said

sorry to hear you feel like this, has something happened?

{{hugs}} Do you want to talk about it? {{hugs}}

you can ...tomorrow will be better

Think it may have been going away and leaving pills at home, and also dh being a bit of a g** and feeling isolated and not having any support from his family and having had a job intervirew last week and waiting to hear and generally feeling crap and wondering how long I have to go on feeling like this and feeling really sorry for my kids because I want to be a happy smiley mum and at the moment I'm not. Also really fed up of people saying "alright?" but not meaning it, because I've stopped going automatically "Yeah" and smiling and instead I just look at them and they just kind of smile and carry on, because they don't really want to know if I'm "alright" or not, it's just an automatic thing. I'm starting to wonder if I feel like this every Wednesday. Dh home now, feel like pouring a bucket of water out of the window over his head. I won't , but I feel like it!

oh dear {{hugs}} by pills do you mean ADs? I think missing even one can set you back, it takes a little while to get back on track with them {{hugs}}

yep, citalopram and it was 4 days in total. I did manage to have a bath this morning, first since Sunday .....

sorry, DS wanted alot of feeding and attantion - are you feeling any better now? I think I was on those pills ince (been on so many!) it will take a little while to kick back in, if your feeling really really bad call out of hours GP to get something like diazepam for a few days (thats what I did in the 2 weeks before mine worked when I started on ADs). xxx {{hugs}} xxx

attention.

thanks Q feeling a bit better, dont think I can have diazepam as am breastfeeding. Dh being really unreasonable and away for a couple of days and I'm glad because I think it will extend his lifespan a bit! I have started taking the kids(4)out in the car around the time that he is due home so that I can avoid seeing him for a bit longer. Tonight I ate my dinner in front of the computer to get more space. Just thinking about it makes me feel worse again.

im breastfeeding and im allowed 3 times 2mg a day, min 4 hours between them

Are you and Dh having problems? Tell me to butt out - its just you've meantioned it abit...

diazapam and citalopram together? Don't really know what's going on with him to be honest. He just keeps being really mean and I'm fed up of it. He has been dishonest with me about lots of stuff, but then still expects me to trust him, and he can't see tht he has done anything wrong, it's apparently a failing on my part.

Sounds alot like my DH... have you really sat him down and told him straight? My DH needs this time to time... hes recently become abit mean without realising almost and distant - we've had words again this evening about it.

I think I was on diazepam at the same time as those ADs - your GP will know, they were wonderful whilst waiting for the ADs to kick in.

cant sit him down because "we" are doing a sulk atm. it feels like he just enjoys being mean and hurting me, so that I get upset and then he can be the big strong man and kiss it all better, but to be honest I am past that. He can keep sulking! Thanks for responding, I have to go to bed now. Last night I went to bed at 10.30 hoping to get up at 6 + do some housework, and he set the alarm for 4!! then went back to sleep. I , however woke up and stayed awake for the rest of the day, so just stir in a bit of sleep deprivation as well. Thanks again for your support, hope you sorted things out with yours ok tonight.

oh dear - Night xXx