I dont really understand whats happening to me, one min im positive about life and making goals the next im down and want to go on a binge of drink and drugs. Ive gone to work after binging all night on coke but that just made me feel even worse.
I just have no motivation in life whatsover- im in trouble at work for being late and having no enthusiasm in my work but i just cant bring myself to get up out of bed in the morning, i sit and think of all the possible bad things that could happen that day. Im falling out with all my friends and family because i just get so annoyed with everything they do. Really dont know whats wrong with me its like i know im doing it but i just cant stop! i dont really have anyone in RL i can talk to - everyone sees me as the career girl with her head on straight and perfect life when reality is quite the oposite. does anyone experience this ?