After being on fluoxetine for about 4.5 years and feeling mostly normal, it started to feel like it wasn't quite working so well, so I went back to the doctors. They changed it over to Citalopram which made me feel awful. My whole body ached and I felt so lethargic and tired. After not being able to get an appointment with my doctor, I reduced the dosage down to every other day for a week and then stopped altogether in about June. I switched from the fluoxetine in late April. I was so determined that I didn't want to have any chemicals in me influencing my personality and I wanted to find out who the real me was.
I have now started to feel the old feelings of hopelessness and despondency returning :-( I feel such resentment towards my OH (no reason why!), cry at the drop of a hat and feel so low. I just want to feel like I did when I was first on the fluoxetine, happy and easy going.
If I started taking the fluoxetine again, would they work again or would they be ineffective having stopped working before?
I feel so sad that the "normal me" without medication is so miserable and gloomy. I really don't want to take tablets for the rest of my life. It is so frustrating as I have NOTHING to be "low" about. No reason for it at all.