I'm normally a really positive person and very happy with my lot.
I should be happy now- I'm now a sahm and can afford to do that for another couple years spending time with my beautiful dd, much wanted dc2 on way, nice enough house etc.
But I feel stressed and panicky. I don't have a single friend I actually truely trust. My wider family are doing my head in. My inlaws are a nightmare.
I'm worried I'll never have a career again.
I want to move to a bigger house achieve more I don't think I will now.
I feel like I'm a let down and I've let myself down.