I'm sorry if this sounds a bit poor me. I just need to get it out as I'm feeling so shaky emotionally. I took an overdose the night before last.
I cleaned the house. I put loads of food down for the cat. I took photos of my kids to bed. And I took a lot of pills with alcohol. I had hallucinations and am only just coming round now. My husband found me and called nhs who told him to take me to hospital. I saw a mental health professional and had all the medical checks . They let me home. I'm now alone again although I guess I will be called by SS this week? The shock of all is hitting me. I feel so sad. What do I do now? Big question probably very hard to answer. I just needed to share as only my husband and medical people know what I've done. Life seems so relentless