Im suffering quite badly with my depression again at the moment, i tried to kill myself twice last year. Have since come off my sertraline, then got quite ill again so was put back on it about 3 weeks ago, i felt like i felt better for a few days but now im back to how i was again. On top of it all iv started getting anxiety attacks again, and i have an illness which means my body reacts badly to stress so i feel really ill on top of it.
I just dont know how to cope, i feel like throwing myself off a cliff. I wanna start my life over again and either be somebody else or start things over again and do them differently